Pas tidur siang skitar 40 menitan tadi, hubby nelp minta no telp aquatreat, karena persediaan dikulkas udah abis, hubby rencanya mau restock lg..

how can we not love your daddy this much ya ka?
daddy loves mommy so much.. he did everything and will always do everything for us..
we are so blessed to have him as our guardian ya ka..

terakhir ke Bogor itu tanggal 17 sept lalu pas hubby ajak saya buat honeymoon.. sebenarnya sih keluarga kecil kami punya agenda liburan tiap akhir taun tapi for the last two year kita belum bisa kemana2 karena banyak yang mesti kami urus.

Sebenarnya kemarin pun hubby masih belum terlalu sehat sementara saya melupakan begitu saja obat2an yang mesti saya minum, setelah bulan2 yang panjang dan melelahkan (buat hubby terutama) akhirnya hubby melewatkan 2 hari employee gatheringnya di Lembang untuk malah pergi ajak saya jalan2 ke... Bandung selatan.

Dari awal mula berangkat hubby udah bilang sama saya kalau kita akan mampir ke Bogor, cuma saya ga nyangkaaa euy... itu seperti perjalanan yang supersekali jauhnya, berangkat dari ciwiedey jam 9 pagi sampe di bogor jam 3 sore dan sampe rumah kita jam 6 sore, hampir 9 jam nyetir sendirian dan di jeda CUMA setengah jam pas lunch dan makan siang di puncak.

see, sweetheart? how hard your daddy force himself just to make us health? daddy even have scar after sit for too-too long drive.. and he didnt even tell me at that time..

Untuk bisa ngedapetin 'the better life for our family' hubby sayapun banyak berkorban dan hitungannya pun bukan skala kecil dari segi materi dan psikis tapi besar banget. saya yang kadang enggak tau diri juga masih banyak permintaan aneh yang diucapin ga sambil mikir kalo ngedapetinnya itu susah, but still he loves me and so do i.. even more.

Kalau mau di runut2 untuk sampai di hari ini, untill you are here, baby... its all about big effort.. daddy's sacrifice..
we left our orange home, left all memmories behind.. there is a place when our late grandma (called her nin) slept over for a week, she had teach me to made daddy's favourite meal, ironing mommy's blazer (then mommy using it one year latter at academic defence)
Engking, who passed away one year earlier than nin also had been there, the tree from engking also growing there.
kakak lintang also... had been there. mommy's life with office mate was there, so many lil kid there, neng who has similiar name with mommy, ia the little one, kemal who love chasing fish in aquarium.. and so many that little possibility you will know about them.. because.. we live our life here, Ka... mommy and daddy moved here, waiting for you.. and will raise you at here...

So, little kiddo, would you promise to mommy you will grow healthy and perfectly inside my womb?
please be with mommy, ya nak... please do your best ya nak... please ask to Alloh because mommy and daddy wont stop pray for you...
mommy scare to imagine how your face will looks like or what are you gonna be when you grow up..
because...
mommy just think for day a day.. hopefully today mommy will not hurt you or makes mistake that would probably hurt you.. mommy just pray everytime that you are okay inside... grow healthy and perfectly...

we love you so much nak... and you know it...