Its such a very brave decision :( My Husband was told me about it before and now, am little bit worry that he'll angry to me (for having decision by my own).

I just follow my heart (and my stupid brain corner), thats a very cheap fare, next year when we having a baby, all of our money will be alocated to our sweetheart. I still don't know whether this decision is good or bad one.The worst thing is my husband won't go there and these ticket will be useless :((

But, I already told my youngest sister, Saharani, she can take this ticket if me and husband can not use that.

I had choose the flight time when we will be in 2nd anniversary, I hope we can bring our son/daughter too.

I really wish to the Max, we could go to Bali  and Singapore in next year. InsyaAlloh.

I love my husband to the fullest. He is such The Best husband I have, he's work very hard everyday, do everything to our little family, give me a beuatiful house, a good financial, and often he made off all of my worries. Be with him is the best decision I made. He is a family Man.

I wish this little thing I did will makes him happy, i will not working forever, he will. I know its only little money I spent, I really wanna makes him happy. InsyaAlloh.

So, this is it, I can't tells all my feels right now.

I just worry, happy and .. hahahaa.. don't know, its mix to be one.

Now, i could hear Bali and Singapore calling me and husband,  from the far far away ;D

They say, pics are talks more, so here they are;

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Amel_Me_Intan

Intan, When she sang 'Mabok Janda' -____-

Me & Nisya, Looks so Happy, riteee?





So it were started when am being The best stalker ever :D

I always like to read this person (lets call her; Z) timelines in facebook and twitter. She such an open person that will tells universe what she feels. It's not  good for her to be that open, but its good for someone who curious like me, ahahaa *evil laugh*

She loves to travels and once told me that even its too late to start a journey at her age, she will do. Ya, then I see her try so hard to made her dreams. I know her family is haven't a good financial and she being crazy by doing travel every month. She is a lonely girl and I know, its only other way to lose and forget her pain.

Travels made her cool outside but painfull inside :D

Do you wondering how much I know about this girl? Stalking is the only answer. Hahaha.

So back to me, I love to travel too. I ever called my self as Ahasveros, someone who love to travell everywhere. Ahasveros was inspired me that travelling will open your mind, we life in larger and bigest universe, just dont waste your time in only place you was born.

But, I am woman. And travelling by my self in my teenage periode is the scary one. I need a person who will accompany me everywhere, so does that idea was popped up to hunting scholarship in Europe and take my husband there with me (Ya, if am the lucky one, we will never know someone's faith eventually).

And now i have husband, he will next to me wherever i am and take care of me, so idea for travelling isn't scary anymore.

Travelling and studying are the best idea to gather. But since i know there is Air Asia, who sell the cheap ticket, i really want to visit neighboor country, such Singapore, malaysia or Thailand.

I'm not supposed to be cool by traveling there, but I really wanna see other culture, other country and generally open my mind, I definitely wanna visit other country.

There is Air asia promo now in its website: http://www.airasia.com/ , from 23-29 May 2011. I had checked several flight, I found some cheap ticket with lowest fare. But one thing that keep me in doubt is; My husband. He is waiting for the right time, might be for 4-5 years ahead. And I know, he told me like that with many consideration and after long thinking. And I have to appreciated that.

My husband tells me, more important if our money now is saving for going Hajj to Mecca. Both of us at young age. and after that, we could go everywhere we want to.

Now (still) I visit Air Asia and keep wishing, someday that cheapest ticket will be mine.

And now errr.. am sooooooooooo craving for this....

Pic: Last Charity. August 2010

Pernah nonton Glee gaa? Saat ini masih ditayangkan rerun-nya di Star World Asia untuk season II, setiap selasa malam, 07.45PM.

Kalo DVD bajakannya kayanya sudah bisa di cari, dan juga kayanya pernah lihat di TV swasta Indonesia ditayangkan juga, tapi kelihatannya responnya kurang yaa.

Saya suka sekali lagu-lagu Glee, tapi agak kurang tertarik dengan acara ajang pencarian bakat 'Dont Stop believing' yang konon terinspirasi dari Glee ini.

Kalo ada sebagian orang yang berpendapat bahwa Glee ini hanyalah Indianya versi Hollywood saya kurang setuju juga, apalagi setelah mengikuti season II. Karakter setiap pemain lebih tajam, berliku, ga bisa ditebak dan surprising, pilihan lagu dan aransemennya juga bagus-bagus.

Pepatah yang bilang bahwa kita bisa menghayati sebuah lagu jika kita punya 'kisah' didalamnya, membuat kita memiliki sense of belonging terhadap setiap lagu2 yang dibawakan.

Dan, sederhananya, hanya dengan melihat lagu glee ini, kita bisa merasa memiliki, tanpa harus menengok ke belakang dan melakukan cross chek apakah kita memiliki kenangan yang bisa menghubungkan lagu itu atau tidak :D

Lagu-lagu glee didalamnya juga bervariasi, dari mulai Balad, Romance, Rock, Pop sampe pernah ada cuplikan lagu dengan kata-kata; Bismillah.. :) era masa lalu sampai yang terpopuler saat ini.

Daaan, hampir semuanya saya suka, apalagi kalo mereka nyanyi dengan theme dan koreografi yang baik, rasanya besoknya ga sabar pengen download dan dengerin musiknya pas lagi nyuci (hehe, sungguh tidak berkorelasi sama sekali)

Salah satu teman saya menilai bahwa derajat musikalitas saya sangat old fashion :D, bukan saya tidak suka musik, hanya saja aliran saya ini aneh-aneh, saat yang lain suka westlife, saya malah gemar mendengarkan Kitaro atau Yani, saya juga memiliki kecenderungan untuk lebih menerima musik-musik instrumental, Piano, Biola, Harpa atau gitar saja. Saya juga suka sekali musik Rock, pada masanya, saya malah cepat tidur jika mendengarkan Linkin Park atau Scorpion.

Bicara tentang musik-musik lokal, saya tidak terlalu berminat, seperti band baru2, saya sudah tidak pernah lagi update semenjak masanya Sheila on 7 ke D'Massive. Bisa dibilang saya ini kritikus yang reseh, hehe.. setiap kali mendengarkan radio dan menemukan beberapa lagu semlohay tentang cinta, rasa-rasanya langsung gatal saja untuk berkomentar; 'kok bisa lagu kaya gini laku ya, hehehe'

Jadi, kehadiran Glee ini sangat banyak membantu saya untuk meng-up grade wawasan bermusik. Sejak kecil menyukai dan tumbuh di Art, saya langsung 'sreg' saat melihat dan mendengarkan bagaimana idealnya sebuah kisah di ceritakan melalui harmonisasi Nada..

Dan, yang paling penting.. lagu itu sendiri memilki 'pesan'.

So here the Glee's Season I and II list song --> klik link berikut :

http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daftar_lagu_Glee_Musim_1

http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daftar_lagu_Glee_Musim_2

( dan silahkan menuju download-er termudah, sesuai dengan koneksi internet anda :D) atau yang paling mudah, beli CD lagunya, kabarnya mereka sudah release dalam album Glee sendiri, Yaiyyy! :